Monday, April 9, 2012

Surrender

We've tried, haven't we?


I really tried to make this work. I willfully ignored all advice. I just had to have you. I love you. And I am willing to forego many things just to keep you here with me.


My parents' blessing. My spiritual growth. Some relationships. That's all fine, as long as I get to make you stay.


We almost broke apart after a few months. I still get surprised at how fast these things happen. So sudden, like a tornado. Havoc out of nowhere. We stuck on though. And now, the cracks in the foundations have deepened once more. And you're jumping ship.


You're now part of me. I can't just let you go. I'd be so lost without you.


I want to tell you to shut up. I don't care if you feel like you're not right for me. It's you I want. Let the world burn. Damn it all to hell.


I've never been happier in my life before. These three years were the happiest ones in my life.


I gave you my heart, and now you're about to toss it. For my own good or whatever.


I'm still not letting you go.

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